My day will be over tomorrow..

Not tomorrow actually.. In fact, just 4 hours or so.. Yeah tomorrow is 27th of September 2011... IT'S MY F*ckin BIRTHDAY.. I never care anything about birthday.. I just keep forgetting everyone's.. even my brother's and sometimes my parents'.. Actually I never remember those stuffs because I just too lazy noticing what date is today, etc..
And why do I hate my own birthday.. I Have my own reasons to hate it.. I hate getting old.. Tomorrow I'll be officially 18.. Yeah not to old.. I'm in my second year in college.. But you'll get this kind of felling if you're stuck in the body of junior high which is around 14.. Yeah I know I'm too little for my age.. When I told strangers I'm already in college, they're just like "you're kidding me right. You're just like my brother in junior high.. Do you skip class??" everyone always responds like that.. I hate it in my own way even though some people are dying trying to make people think they're still young.. If I kept getting old, then it would be harder for everyone to believe that I'm so much older than i look,
And what else I hate about my own birthday. earlier i wrote that I hate to be told I'm still in junior high.. But some parts of me keep telling me that I would be grateful if I were. Getting old means you have to get your responsibility, getting a job, having family. I just feel I'm still not ready.. In fact, I don't know when I'm ready to take on my responsibilities.
I still have some reasons.. I will get pinned and dressed like a fool.. That's what my friends told me this morning.. Yeah i know it always turns like that. Last year they tied me so hard and hijacked my car and threw me off to the pool.. TWICE in fact because I was also thrown off to the different pool that night.. I'm just to excited what would they plan for tomorrow morning.
But what make me glad is I'll get iPad 2 for my birthday present from my lovely parents.. That's perfect.. hahaha.. can't wait to take my own iPad.. Enough writing.  I still have to read some books for tomorrow morning test.. Even test still goes on tomorrow on my special day...