Senin, 04 Juli 2011

i don't know what He is up to??

i know already my way is not the straight one... Yeah even up to now, I still don't get it where will he lead me to?? I know that's there's always good ending for everyone who still faithfully pursuing the path.. Always He can lead you through the rocky mountain, sunken desert, stormy ocean, spiky bushes, and so on.. And there's where I am in the moment. It looks like it's hopeless to pursue your dream anymore... To be a doctor is what I always want to be since I was a kid.. I went to popular top high school, worked out every muscle to study hard, having like 3-4 hours a day to sleep when other kids have probably 8, and stilllllllll now I succumb to study here.. The teacher is always telling us to search everything ourselves.. I don't know if there's anything i got after the lab, especially the anatomy pathology..
Wanna study abroad.. I heard that the medicine school in the WEST is so high-tech.. But it takes a lot of money.. I don't want to burden my parents more.. SO may be there's no right for me to dream to study there.. or can I???

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