I'm doomed...

OMG... I don't know what God has prepared for me for this week... I think I spent my time studying for the exam.. But What the Hell.. I have a feeling I have failed today's exam and have to repeat the exam again next week..  The exam is not that hard... It just what they are asking is different with what I have been studying.. It just so awful to come to think about the exam again... I'm so nervous and cause so many unnecessary  mistakes.. How stupid I am.. Even writing how stupid I was this morning can't bring some change to the result test... OMG... I'm so scared if they are finally putting the result of the exam this Saturday. I think the best way to overcome it is to suicide the day before it is posted.. Hahaha... Just kidding... But I hope if there was still miracle in my pitiful life.. I just hope that the miracle just bump into the test result and make me not have to repeat the exam again.. I'm praying with my deepest heart.. Please God make a miracle for the test result..