Today is sure like hell

Since it wasn't gonna rain anymore, I decided to 'hunt' some shirts... I only have few and surely I need some extras for college.. I cursed myself... Why am I stuck in this size?? I'm thin and rather short for boy's size.. So the shirt fitted to me is only small size... It's very hard to find the good one in small size... All the good stuffs are in L or M size... I took 2 hours for me to bump into a couple of good shirts in small size... But what was I looking for is the shirts in the display and it had no S for the size.. I cursed myself again... I've been doing swimming since I was in elementary school... But I'm still in this height for about 2 years... What?! No progress at all... May be it's what make life fair... You couldn't get all the best in your life... Sometimes you're born with some excellent talents but surely you are lack of something else... Just like me... May be I would just accept  it whatever I am since I can't do anything to fix my body either.. But it's sucks to search good clothes for me if I have sth to argue... Now I don't need anything but rest... Walking off two hours in vain surely take all my stamina off... Nite everyone...