invinsible... untouchable...

i don't know if any of you ever feel this kinda feeling... when you feel that anyone around you does already know that you are around but still somehow manage to ignore you completely... It's like you ARE invisible to anyone... untouchable... yeah that's nothing good to be ignored.. that's why i write this... Lately I often feel this kind of feeling... it's like you're still feeling lonely despite you are surrounded by all your friends... No one care about you when it's THE moment you think you need the caring so much... you could think that this way I am being selfish... I want other people attention and don't give any so none cares for me... No that's not it.. I don't want anybody's attention.. I don't want fame and popularity.. I just don't want to be IGNORED...